Saturday, July 29, 2006
ARghhhh! stupid writing skills
Woke up early on a Saturday!! wtf, thts real rare from me.. lolz anywhoz i promised Sam tht I will join her n her co. in the library for a lil discussion. anywhoz, i kinda dragged Weehoo along too =p So far I've only managed one page out of seven! SO yeah, I'm kinda fucked now. I'm in the stupid fucking library typing shit. I've got Weehoo on my left and Eliv(
cookie monstah), Sam and Catwoman on my right.. Just fuckin stoning for nuts and got myself to blog or more like just ramble some shit. LOL Yo
Steph, if ure reading this I bloody called u but u didnt pick up!! Merajuk or stressin out zit? hahaha.. jkjk Chill aite? We go watch Pirates and the Lake House after our writing skills kay? Ahhhh ok, i like the feeling of company while I'm doing my work! lolz.. okey dumbass readers, I'm gonna get back to my work =P CHEERS~~
Ok. I just have to add this so yeah this post has been edited! Cuz I have to like giff a shout out to this classmate of mine,
Yong Wee Hoo. He is one of the nicest guys I've met in my life! I swear. N this guy here is
Genuine alright! HE
isn't just like some of the nice guys who are ONLY nice to GIRLS but he is nice to everyone. Unless of course you found a way to cheese him off that is. He is so fuckin NICE la.. I'm gonna put his picture in a frame and hang it in my Wall of Niceness.. He immediately lent me his spare hp cuz my spare hp is fucked. HE never allows us to pay for our stuff and he is godamn helpful, not only to the girls but also to this friends! DUDE, U DA MAN! n girls out there, if ure lookin for an extremely nice guy who is sweet and will certainly be there for u anytime of the day.. I recommend him =)
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:40 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Andrew is a STUPID BOY
Aihhh.. went for classes today. Wait, more like class w/o the (es).. Yeap I went for Criminal and I'm beginning to think that Ms. Angeline is quite a credible teacher who is able to help us through our criminal finals.. NO? I duno. I'm so blur about stuff I know nuts. Ask me about topics and I can't even name 5 of them.. SEE, I'm super fucked. Skipped GPL! SORRY Mr. Joe, it has been 4 classes in a row now i think? DAMMIT. Oh, havent started on my writing skills(Contract)!!! OMFG OMFG. I'm so screwedly fucktardly jam-tart-ly FUCKED !!! Help me God, make me Contract' Einstein+Thomas Edison for the few days leading to my deadline! PLZZZ I know nth and I just fuckin slept the whole fuckin fuckhole day... ARGHHHHH!!! How LA HOW?? omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg... Can't even start writing stuff... AHAHAHA someone lend me some rope, a stool and a fan?!! Dead meat dead meat ... =( Sumore gotta read up n answer my tute questions!! HUHUHU... this spells the end me life.. So long suckers!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
7:41 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
FUCK EVERYTHING !! FUCK THE WORLD, THE PEOPLE, THE UNIVERSE, FUCK EVERYTHING !!
including you reading this _|_
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
7:03 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
spinning round n round
I dunno where to begin, what to write and how to end this BUT I do need to write some crap cuz my brain is really messed up now. So I'm just gonna type what comes to mind. Firstly, I completed my Criminal assessed work. HOWEVER, I didn't do a good job which scares me the most. I oni have 19 footnotes while my other classmates have 30++.. Which means to say I scribbled alot of rubbish w/o much emphasis on the law. OMFG!! I'm so screwed =( Varun, Cow n Ken handed in their assignments late. AIKZ! but everythin shud be kewl now.
Its fuckin boring now. I shud take a bath really.. (Will conclude when I get back, taking a bath) ....................... ok, 20mins n IM BACK! though it wud seem like the time u took to read this paragraph.. HAHA oh well back to my ramblings.
Yeah, Im bored like hell now. Handphone is in the repair shop while I'm stuck wid a replacement which buttons dun even fuckin work! FUCK the world larh. I really am NOT enjoying this few weeks and of curz the months ahead too. FUCK U FUCK EVERYONE FUCK THE WORLD FUCK thE univERsE !! lolz jkjk =p
OK. I have loads on my mind but i duwan to fuckin share it. So get close to me and then ask me la dammit. Im not stupid to put everythin on this godamn blog ! HAHAHAHA =P actually Im lazy and I cant figure out a way to end this. Just fuckd up rubbish la.. Im bored see...
OK. I shall put some profane here to amuse some crude vulgar ppl like me haha... Kaninia chao chi bai ham ka ling fucking fucker fucked the fuckees asshole and the stupid dumbass fuckee gave birth to a motherfuckin dickhead of a baboon with no bloody pundek nipples so the fuckin people fucked him up for fuckin like a fuckin shithole which means this fuckin thing is just so fuckin dumb that it cant fuckin make fuckin sense and it fuckin wont go anywhere like a fucker who is fuckin lost in a fuckin gobi desert MAN anythin in this fuckin world is connected by a fuck or two cuz fuckin makes the world fuckin go round u fucktard so wat the fuck are u fuckin reading now is making the fuckin world go round u fuckin asshole with yogurt brain go fuckin fuck someone out there so the fuckin world goes round u fucker wat the FUCK are u fuckin waitin for its not like this fuckin post here is gonna fuckin teach u anythin u stupid fucktard so fuck u and u fuckin mama n go fuck someone now or the fuckin world will end cuz we wont hav no fuckin kids to fuckin make the fuckin world go round see. FUCK!
some pix from my field trip to Putrajaya on Tuesday
I must say, this pic below is rather bad. photographer took it too much to the left
err..
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
5:01 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
puddle of shit
Life. Synonymous to the word Mystery. Honestly, who can tell for sure what life is? What purpose do we serve here, living our days like a routine. We should all stop sometimes, and think. What are we living for? NooOOo, I'm not talking bout family, career, kids etc etc. I mean like spiritually and shit. WTF are we here for? N those asses who are about to say 'To fuck a chic so we can repopulate the earth!', I'd like to giff you all a nice hard kick in the stomach, Jet Li style! haha.. Well thts only part of our lives. But its not what I'm trying to get at.
Which brings me to my point. Life is a puddle of shit! Well, maybe not everytime. But it certainly is a puddle of shit for most of the time.. I was once told, 'Happiness is potential suffering'. How so? It's god damn fuckin bitch ass dick head crack hole obvious.. Just think alil more. Everything that makes u happy, can eventually make u sad. Love, will ultimately end with sadness? No? Still don't agree? Just think hard and you'll see what I mean.
Next point. Everything is impermanent. YEAH! It is. Promise your lover to love him/her till the end of time.. Tht has to be some bullshit. Although I'm not against lovers saying that. But its really not possible.. NO WAY... Okiez, why are all my egs love? Err... Take for eg material objects. Same thing. It goes away after awhile, they become old, rusty and unwanted eventually. Love is impermenant? I might have my arguments on that. Not couple love though, some higher form of love. Very powerful, strong divine love... then maybe it could be permanent? Then again, who am I to say larh rite.
This fuckin world just needs to pause sometimes.. and ponder this question. Its mind boggling, and you can never get one CORRECT answer. We all jus have to come up with our own answers. Answers that keep us at peace so we can go on with this so called Life.
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:17 PM
My friend's gig this coming Wednesday
Alright.. incase u can't see the small print on the poster. It says:
Date & Time: Wednesday, 19th July 2006, from 8.30pm till finish. Venue: KL Jam Asia, No19-1, Jalan 22A/70A, Plaze Crystalville, Desa Sri Hartamas, Kuala Lumpur. Admission Fee: RM17@the door + 1 free drink & Calerway Sticker/Button.
My friend's band, Caught in the Silence(CITS) will be playing and trying to sell their first EP. They'll be playing with Calerway(Australians), A Vacant Affair(Singaporeans) and THEY WILL KILL US ALL(KL). I promised to pass the word around. Those interested can come and ask me lerh. But I really know just as much as the poster shows!! I bet its gonna be fun for u guys and gals. So do come yeah?! =P
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
5:38 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Helen
Before you write me off, crumple me up like a scribbled paper and leave me to gather dust. Before you pack your bags and leave. Remember, you can always reach out to me. Albeit you may be on the other side of the world. There's no saying how far I'll go to see you, to drape my coat over your shoulders, to shelter you from the hurdles that lie ahead... Which boy wouldn't?
She has beauty that can launch a thousand ships... She's my Helen. For I too, like many before and now, wish to be her Paris. Eternity is in your lips, heaven is in your eyes, love is engraved on your heart, and there is where I'll dwell for as long as I breathe. I'll never stop loving and caring for you my Helen, even the beautiful gardens of Troy are pale in comparison. Even when my heart stops pumping blood through my veins, I'll keep on fighting for you.
The heaven's constantly murmur your name, like a Goddess who somehow found her way to the earth. Even the heavens claim such beauty doesn't belong here... Which men would not fall from grace just to hold you? My Helen, the Gods are jealous, for all the men on earth have forgotten them as men's heart are filled with lust, lust for you.
I'm no warrior like Achilles, neither am I a charmer like Paris, but it won't stop me from fighting all the tyrants in the world just to be able to look into your dreamy blue eyes for a second. For that second I shall cherish. For that second I would not only have looked into your eyes, but into your heart and soul, and that is worth fighting and dying for. Such is the orbit of your beauty my Helen, I'd stay here and wait for you to return my love.. Such is art thou's worth. Such is...
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
12:08 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Where do I begin?
This two weeks have been really F-ed up. Only last week was our 'reading week' and we were 'suppose' to put our time to good use for revision and shits. But, needless to say I wasted it and still AM wasting my time here! Oh my brain is so filled up with trash now... Priorities priorities priorities !!! I need to prioritise! Thus, my title ' Where do I begin? '...
Besides books, I celebrated my birthday wid my family on Friday. YES I dun like to make a fuss out of it.. WHY? errr... Its no biggie! I had alota ppl who wished me this year SO thanks to all who wished me! It means u guys/girls actually bother bout me ahahaha.. Oh I think I should mention, Steph(The Girl Who Is Beautiful Everyday) gave me a really meaningful pressie ie. a photo frame wid a lil note attached. Thankz ALOT! n yeah i truly duly appweciate it! =P and... OH, my mum pranked me again. She said she got me a huge cake haha... Then while i was sitting on the guest's dining area, she brought out a huge box! So in my mind I was expecting a humengous ginormous cake see. Then she popped open the top of the cardbox box and there it was, two tiny minified microsopic cakes hahahahaha!! Thankz Ma! The important thing to me is not the pressies but the honesty shown. Thankz to all who were honest!
Err... Im just stuck here larh. Really shud be revising cuz im like real blur compared to my other classmates. God, gimme strength and will to get thru this hurdle! I need it badly...
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
3:47 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
Dear Sir
my primary skewl teacher was in the newspapers today
and of all the reasons to be in the newspaper
its because he is gone
snuffed by cold heartless men
my prayers are with him and his family
I sure hav fond and maybe not so fond memories of this teacher of mine. We were young and naive then .. Oblivious to the world around us. I admit he may not have been my favourite teacher but he sure gave me a lasting impression. He gave me tuition, he drove an old rundown volkswagen, he was a baldy, he was a bachelor, he fantasized about Pamela Anderson, he was the first teacher in my schooling life who insisted we called him Sir, he trained me when I represented the school for a 100m event, he was dedicated to his work, he wanted to see Annie's boobs lol, he heaped praises about me to my mum, he got a degree so improve his life and now.. he's gone...
May u find peace Sir Ravindran on the other side...
My deepest condolences to his family and friends...
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
7:18 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
fuck u man
im fuckin raging pissed now.
see, i hav this dude as a fren n his selfish self-centered attitude is really fuckin pissin me off! Ok, first he asks us to get him nice stuff for his bday. So thts kewl, n wen my fren buys him a Tee thts well, not so expensive, this yr( we chipped in later ), he says 'only this much arh? so cheap wan? Lasttime the Billabong bag n all nice la.. '. Mchbai! I didnt buy it but it wasnt kewl to fuckin say such things. Whether it was a joke or not, it didnt seem AT ALL funny to me.
then ive been going to T.Desa every single fuckin weekend to chill wid him n a few others. N initially wen i suggested we go some other place like Hartamas or SJ he tags along... buden oni like 2-3 times then we vary alil by going back to hang in T.Desa. N after tht few times if i suggest we hang some other place he will blow me off. 'Damn far larh' 'What u wanna do there?' 'I duwan to foos there la'
Fuck u larh. Taman Desa very yeng now arh? Who the fuck hangs out there anymore? U noe why Nadia(sorry Nadia for gettin u into this) duwan to come to hang whenever we're in TD? CUZ she is bored of the place larh! So the last few fuckin times i hung out wid them i wasnt too happy cuz i had to giff in to him. Fucker, u dare tell me damn far arh? U noe i go T.Desa how many times ade... N u jz wont giff in by comin to SJ or smth once in awhile. Honestly ure fuckin self-centred man. Wait, i wanna wait till my bday. I wana see wat u get for me! Wait, if u even fuckin greet me on my bday i'd be pretty surprised actually...
Ohyarhhh.. something totally worth mentionin' n this is so obv story shows tht ure a pretty inconsiderate person. See, it was nu yrs eve n we gathered at this stupid pub in T.Desa. N later at bout 11 almost 12am. We decided to go to Hartamasafter like an hour of fuckin each other up n lookin for a place to countdown so we can at least end the fuckin year happy. Right, so we go ahead wid like 2 cars or smth.. i was drivin my car n the fucker was driving his.. there were ppl in my car n also in his car la. Then while we were finally happy n shit tht we were heading somewhere to hav fun i get a fuckin phonecall while i was driving... The fucker says he doesn't wanna go, he wants to go back to Taman Desa instead. So we had to pull over at a petrol station n at tht point i was boiling wid rage. CUZ how are those guys in his car going to Hartamas then? They were kewl enuf to suggest takin the taxi while tht cibai goes home. MY FUCKIN GOODNESS! dunit for apologies, all u had to do was say right from the fuckin beginnin tht u didnt wanna go to Hartamas. U noe we fuckin sat down n discussed plans for almost a fuckin hour n wen we start moving u pull this kinda shit! MAN. u got a real problem k. So those guys who tagged along in his car took a cabbie while i drove the rest there. ASS. U really shud read this man. I hav been so fuckin patient wid u all this fuckin yearss while the rest hav been fuckin u up in ur face n behind ur back. READ THIS! cuz u really need it.
Im seeing ur face later. So if u read this fuckin post u shud really refrain from sayin smth stupid tht will piss me off. Or u're in for it.... Ure not the only one who gets pissed around here _l_
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
5:57 PM