Sunday, November 26, 2006
In the mind it lingers
Isolated from the world outside
lying on my bed
I stare into the tinkerbell blue bedroom ceiling
Starved of energy I close my eyes
While the body switches off
the mind begins to labour
Evoking thoughts
Thoughts that I try to avoid when I'm out
Out in the wretched world where I'm constantly reminded
Morbid as it is
Of the harsh realities I have to face
But then there is you
To balance up the shit
The gem that enchants those close enough
You blow my mind!
Everything I do
Wherever I go, you're there with me
For in my mind you linger
And in my heart you'll stay
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
7:17 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
super duper hyper myper mega astronomically TIRED
I think I'll just post some pix larh. Easier! Oh.. you know what's so ironic, I'm so exhausted today but I didn't attend a single fucking class. God shud punish me!! I need to learn a lesson. *looks at God* and says "Err.. Punish but can be alil lenient arh? I already feel guilty merh =p"
Thx Nic/Class Paparazzi for the pix haha.
HAHA.. me sleeping in err duno who's class. Mr Joe I think?
Me singing wid my eyes closed.. Closing my eyes helps me reach very high notes. My friends say I'm the next Josh Groban
This pic is just damn weird. Fooling around and somehow ended up in this empty Lecture Theatre
... Nic is gay
Wee Hoo's bday- look at the bugger behind me hahaha rofl. He looks seriously weird
HAHAHA doesnt he? God forgive me for laughin at other people
Haha. I've never eaten kuih-muih man xD
Wee Hoo reaching for a gun in his pocket
I'm scratchin my balls I think? haha no jk. Mahemz Nic took a pic of me merajuking gua??
HAHA I must have taken this
Wee Hoo getting an orgasm scratchin his head hahaha
Master Wee Hoo explainin something in Dota language
I duwan to take pic wan cb Nic!
Cow trying to be cute hahaha
Cow sleeping in class, AGAINNNNNNNNNNN!
and AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!
We stick things lidat and poke u and colour u and stuff to make sure u dont get into hot soup ok?! HAHA.. We're good friends ok cb
Andrew ala mode
Varun is and Indian hahahahaha..
Kat is a POSERRRRRRRRRRRR
Meowww?!
Cow you fucker, nicely drinking in class! haha No wonder Suja forever banging u in class cb
Don't drink in class la mch haha >.<
ok.. time to sleeeep! *YAWNS*
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
10:58 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
Of Movies and My Life
I haven't had any inspiration to write stuff so sorry to ya'll 'readers' out there! Man, this sounds corny. HAHA! I'm not telling you I've got anything interesting to write about but I just figured I should post something up quick or people are gonna think I'm dim-witted and just can't think of stuff interesting enough to post. Okey!!
So many days back, I watched the new James Bond movie,
Casino Royale. I know the movie got pretty damn good reviews and all but I didn't quite enjoy it. Particularly because of Daniel Craig. DUDE IS FUGLY! I know the original script writer dude said that he wanted James Bond to be tough and macho buffed up shit, not the sleek version we're accustomed to. Well, to me, WHO GIVES a SHIT what he wants and thinks?! James Bond fanatics were protesting and all man. Shouldn't their priority be to cater for the fans/audience?!! Oh well, about 50% of the movie is about gambling and Daniel Craig is like Juggernaut from X-Men in an expensive suit. There is a chasing scene and the bugger runs through a friggin wooden plank in a construction site. YES! RUNS THROUGH A WOODEN LIKE THING THAT IS LIKE A WALL OF SOME SORT LARH! haha. If I was a fuckin Contractor I would have the right name for that thing. The movie basically tries to show you how James Bond learns a couple of lessons before/after gettin his 'License to Kill/007 status'. I thought it was kinda lame and James Bond was just too rough for my liking.. About the Bond chick, Eva Green, she's got a perpetually sad look on her face but nevertheless still quite pretty! I remember her from Kingdom of Heaven---> at least that is a pretty decent movie.
Eva Green: Perpetually sad look but still QUITE pretty
No comment.
Oh another movie although you're going to say I'm really late with this. THE DUKES OF HAZZARD. Yeah I know I'm a year plus late cause the damned movie came out in 05 haaha. Nevertheless, I loved the movie cause of its quirky comedy about law breaking good-do-ers >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4862/3023/1600/jessica-simpson-nude_014.0.jpg">
LOL >.< yummy =p
So Hmmm.. About me and life? I'm blank somehow. Had quite alota say before but nvm! I'll edit this post later when I get my act together again..
*soon to be edited*
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
10:53 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
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Click hereAbove is a link to an article by a white mafucker, Michael Backman who is fuckin up Malaysia. U know what?! What he says is so true but I don't like the fact that a white ass is commenting on my country.. and the language he uses! Goodness. Nvm that!! Malaysia needs to get real. Our taxpayers are paying taxes for the 'best' rubbish ie tallest building in the world larh this la that la soon to be biggest court complex in the world. Damn dumb larh! Over 100 courts and only 500 parking lots! Wthz -_-" Court staff would take up almost all the 500 parking lots and how do you expect the lawyers, their clients etc etc to park? Where the fuck are your brains la dammit! Racist constitution sumore. Stupid protection( Fark Proton ). Ugh! Go read the article and you'll get a bigger and better picture from a white man's perspective.
Oh man Oh MAN! Everyday Counterstrike after, before and in btwn classes!! Gosh.. Guys, we're going nuts wei. Becoming no lifers d wkaka. Cheers!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:09 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
What I do during my lectures
I'll start off with Mr. Tan Cheng Leong, cb can sleep thru any class unless maybe its Sujata's!
Erm.. Wee Hoo ala mode?
In the middle of my manicure haha
Painting my NAILSSSSS! with a pilot g2.
Sleeping in Sujata's International Law lecture.. Gimme a break larh. 5pm still have to come for class Haiyorh!
Sleeping in Consti and Admin.. -_-
Nicholas and Wee Hoo, must have been a boring class lol
Stoning?
Painting my nails I think? Ask Nicholas larh!
Uncle Joe during our Consti and Admin lecture
Rofl! Lmaoz! Cow sleeping n smiling at the same time.. Must have some wet dreams in class larh you!
Okiez, this has nothing to do with lectures. Cow punde was fooling around. I didn't wanna take a pic... CB Nicholas haha! Cheers
Nic took this pic of a bike burning near Sunway Pyramid.. Coincidently I saw it later too! was on the way to Taylor's
Mr. Joseph Lai was in the military and he flew fighter jet planes or wtv u call it! Respect.
Credit goes to Mr. Nicholas Wung DUCK Ying! Quack Quack! Thx bro.. =D
*edited* WooHOO! Final score: Arsenal 3 - 0 Liverpool. Nice ass whooping! Go Gunners GO!!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:29 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Mambo Jumbo in my head!!
Sitting on my bed now. Precisely 4.01pm on my laptop and I'm going to have to leave later at 4.30pm for tutorial and lecture by Mrs. Sujata Balan. Aikz! Feeling sleepy and shit ade. UghH!
Some lines from songs I'm listening to now..
"Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand"
"Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever"
"Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life"
"A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light"
"Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much"
haha! Yes I do have sappy songs too.. Wkaka!! Alot to say wan just now but all forgot ade.
Oh shit I've not prepared for tutorials haha dammit.. Gonna get screwed!
Adioz peeps. Take care. Namaste. Anyong. Ciao. Cai cien. Punde Suni. Bye Bye. Selamat sejahtera. Goodbye. Cibai. Namaste.. OK haha Adioz!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
4:08 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
What's Important to you?
We all have priorities in life. Don't we? Depending on what your priorities are, it's either a goal you wanna achieve, a special person or person(s), your late mum's gold necklace that you wear everyday, your house etc etc. We all have priorities, they keep us going, give us purpose. Without purpose, your fuckin life is urm haha purposeless. Ok lame. Edit: 'purposeless' to 'aimless'.
I'd like to talk about weird people with weird priorities in life but I'm NOT quite in the mood so fuck that! Would be fun to talk about weird people though and the retarded things they say or/and do. Anyways, no time for them! =p
These few days, been walking around aimlessly looking for someone or someone(s) to do fun shit with me. Unfortunately, some people are busy and urm some are ******. HAHA! So what happens when you put Andrew in his room with nothing to do?! He starts to think alot. Alot of rubbish. He might play the guitar which he did. He might be on the computer. Listen to music. Oh.. He will certainly sleep! Mahai.. This two days were fuckin boring man! Purposeless! MCB.
Things sure have changed. But accusing me of this and that I cannot accept. You know deep down what all these means to me, contrary to your popular belief where I'm doubted every single time. Remember, I promised I'll always be here for you...If you don't want me hanging around I'll get lost. I honestly don't feel needed. Why else would I ask? It's really dissappointing to get hit in the head with a hammer. Just alil assurance was all I asked for. Like the assurance you always ask from me and I return you that assurance on every occasion. Have a good life!Adioz peeps!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
8:45 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
My trip to India!
Here are pix from my trip to India. A smelly, poor and very dirty country... It really sums up my time there!! Took me two days to post the pix up so I'm not gonna tell you what I did during my 8-9 days there. I visited Madras/Chennai, Delhi(New and Old), Agra, Jaipur and Kashmir. The pix are messed up and in no particular order. Enjoy!
Some place we stopped by.. A mosque I think
India's very own Sydney Opera House bla bla..
My room in Kashmir "HouseBoat"... Yeah you guessed it, we live on a boat.. *slaps forehead*
Freeeeeezing cold..
LIke REALLY COLD! While I was bathing, when I put the shower down to soap myself, I started to fuckin shiver like a nutcase.. IT WAS THAT COLD
Maybe this is the India Gate? Much like the one in Paris.. I'm not sure larh
Snake charmer... O.o
Agra FOrt/ Red Fort I think... memory failing me!
Somebody took a pic of me stoning in the morning outside the "HouseBoat"
Red Fort again...
Taj Mahal
At the hotel in Agra
Red Fort
Some shop selling stuff
I think they call this Fatehpur Sikri.. as you can see, IT FUCKIN STINKS.. Ppl pissing here n there. Cow dang laden roads.. (agra)
TAJ MAHAL (agra)
... haha the smelly place in Agra..
Cow dang cakes they call it I think... EWWWWWW
Oh there is this small city, where prostitution is practised openly!
Prostitute by the road.. Pic taken from the bus
Prostitutes.. their fathers force them to work as sex slaves.. Terrible!! and there are beds outside the house so I figure they do it openly..
Another prostitute gua.. There are some children who are forced into it by their parents too! WTF!
...? Some temple I guess
Camel?!
Some building by the smelly bazaar in Jaipur.. We were given 2 and a half hours to shop.. Not very enjoyable thanks to the smell and all.
Poor people living in terrible conditions.. Actually this isn't the worst I've seen. Some of them live on the streets with no money and yet they have 5-6 children. My goodness!
The route we have to take up to the Amber Fort in Jaipur.. Smelly elephant ride up! Intoxicating and dirty elephants ARGHHH! Elephant poo everywhere and while you are riding the elephants spray some stupid yellow stuff out and it gets onto your clothes ya noe.. EWwwW
From ontop the Amber Fort.. Lord knows what that is la!
From the top again
Amber Fort, Jaipur
Me clowning around.. Yeah, its kinda smelly which is why I'm wearing it
Our 'handsome' local tour guide from Delhi. I'm not gay la!
Err.. The scenery from the top of Amber Fort gua
Amber Fort, Jaipur
Camels in Jaipur, not so sure but has to be.
Ayerh! Stupid sis took pic of me wid my undies showing -_-" Did i mention? My head has a messed up bunch of hair, I look like a baboon head in human clothes haha! Oh I've cut my hair since then. Dunt think its tht bushy now wkaka!
My mum is short haha! Cant rmrbr wat this is.. Brain is messed up
It says Cancerian!
Erotic dancer! haha jk.. Traditional dance apparently.. wasn't too impressed (Delhi)
Boat ride in Dal Lake (Kashmir)
India Gate I think.. LOL (Delhi)
Snake charmer (Delhi)
Merchants crowding in the living room of the HouseBoat(explain in other pix), Kashmir
They call this "winter's wife". They light the inside up and put it to their chest to keep them warm in the winter. Weird
Another pesky merchant coming!
It really stinks here!
Poor kid having to repair shoes. Look at how dirty he is.. tsk tsk
Pit stop (Kashmir)
Dad n Mum, up in the hills
Sis n Dad horseriding
My dad... ahaha
Shops in Kashmir
My mum with some other ppl from the tour groupie. They gave these kids some sweets jz outside the place we were staying..
Horses (Kashmir)
Some gay pose la.. leaning on the walls of a temple in Gulmarg gardens, Kashmir
squating down..
Merchants who visit you in the HouseBoat, they are restricted to only the living room. No further! Kashmir
The food served in HouseBoat. =(
Gulmarg gardens
Gulmarg gardens (kashmir)
Kashmir has some spectacular looking stuff, looks good on the camera
This is Gulmarg I think.. haha some garden a King made for his Queen..
Some sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps in Kashmir
Sis and I in the Gulmarg gardens in Kashmir.. Honestly, I'm not sure if you call it Gulmarg. I think it is LOL >.<
Err.. I duno who took this pic but its a friggin bus in Kashmir.
The gardens outside "House Boat", the "hotel" I stayed in Kashmir
Some fields laden with cow dang outside the HouseBoat
The only way to get in and out of the HouseBoat is through this field of cow dang!
The richer ones in Kashmir
"House Boat", our hotel in a ramshack boat LOL (kashmir)
Dad and I in our HouseBoat room! (Kashmir)
Outside the HouseBoat is a fuckin lake... there is supposedly a floating garden in the middle of the lake.. Nth special about it to me! so I'm not bothered to post pix of it..
The Dal Lake (Kashmir)
Merchants stopping at the HouseBoat, they come in to the living room and offer to sell stuff to us, at any FRIGGIN TIME OF THE DAY! but there are only allowed to the living room in the HouseBoat.. no further. So if you sleep in your room, you're safe from their annoying persistence. Unless you're watchin tv in the living room! HAHA
crowded in madras, eve of deepavali
VERY crowded in madras!
dirty messy smelly.. has india written all over it =P
traffic in madras, just outside the govt hq
err.. i duno wtf this is haha
Mum and I in the St. Thomas Catheral or San Thome.. whichever one is the right spelling lol (madras)
St. Thomas Cathedral
Fuckin violent monkeys in Amber Fort, they run at u with their mafuckin teeth n try to scratch u! scary.. I hate monkeys (jaipur)
In the St. Thomas Cathedral, some women doing labour work =( pitiful(madras)
Vivekananda Cultural Heritage of India Exhibition
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9:26 PM