Saturday, September 30, 2006
Buh Bye
:'( Less than a day left now.. n the girls will be off! ~SIGH~
Yest I dropped DrewBoy(lil panda) off at Steph's hse and she was packing(understood). But I got cut short when tryin to explain the card! O.o Was tellin' tht I wrote a card but 30 mins prior I thought the contents of the card was stupid so I discarded it. She cut me short somewhere along there and I doubt she even heard a word I said.. Pretty insulting. Oh well, I met up with my frens and texted her to BANG her la hahaha! N she told me tht she didnt see a card inside together with the gift -_-" DuH! There isn't one. N I told her in the text(the one which I banged her wan) tht if I am in the mood I'll write her another card and pass it to her either on Saturday(today) or in the airport. N she could reply to tell me tht she didnt see a card inside haahaha.. My goodness! She ignored me on both occasions when I tried to explain ie. at her hse and the text. LOL I'm going to put that down to the stress and emotional packing.
Dammit la. Nowadays I just duno wtf to say. I mean like these buggers are leaving and I have hardly anythin decent to say LOL. I already feel like ending this post BUT I'll try alil harder.. *looks up to sky for Ilham*
You know what? Fuck it la. I just can't think of anything to write. Mebbe the emo shit is getting to me or I'm just suffering from some lack of creativity at the moment.
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
1:24 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006
Leaving!! On a Jet Plane!
~~ Cuz they're leaving. On a Jet Plane... ~~
~~ We know when they'll be back again! ~~
Leeeaaavvingggggg~~ OnnnN a Jeet PllLanne ~~... xD
Thank u Microsoft Paint! U're so fun to play with! =DOKEY.. On my count me let out one
BIG sigh
12
3
~~ SIGhHHhHHhhh ~~2 more days and
Steph,
Li Wen,
Eliv and
Krystal will be Reading bound. Take care of yourselves kayz? We'll meet again in Year 3! haha... I still duno what to say cuz maybe I'm not sure what to feel! haha haihs.. So I'll just leave you all to your imagination as to what I should be saying larh!
[ space to imagine ]
haha.. Ok... ENuff!
AdeYos
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:19 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
WTF, It's Panda time!!
I'm feeling WTF right now... (Thank u Microsoft Paint for making this possible haha)
Btw right. Steph, don't be angry at me ade larh.. Haiyorh!! U told me about the dinner when I was driving home marh right and I said 'Ok, shud be able to make it'. Then I reached home and showered and when I got back to my computer, Voila! I'm in a chatroom with Cow, HY, Sam and U.. Later, u all mentioned 7 then 7.30pm BUT that's just too early for me. I'll only be back by earliest 8.30pm today and by the time I get ready and leave it'll probably be 9 something. PLUS I'm already forgoing the time I need to get there... So I said I can't make it lerh. Don't be mad at me kay? Understand my situation la.. I know ure stressed sial this week and u might bite my head off, but I can't do much right? After all I know pandas are cute, sweet, tasty and nice to bite and shit. But bear in mind I'm a rare breed of Kura-Kura Pandas not like Fan Fan the Chinese Panda. haha ok this is DUMB but Steph might be able to relate to it >.<. ANyWhoz, If I could go and YOU were there I'll do my best to make it even if its to cya for like awhile. You know that is down right true rite? HAHA.. After all you're the girl that Andrew "cares alot alot alot about". SUmOrE, we've been on the rocks this past one week or so and this is the BY FAR THE WORST time to be pissed at me OR vice versa OR whatever la SINCE u're leaving to UK! Anyways, U hav Cow to bully u and take pix with AND... hahaha u know the rest that I told u larh etc etc! xP HAVE FUN KAYS? U won't notice that I'm not around wan! SWEAR! *pinky panda paw promise not to be mad at one another anymore k?* >.<
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
3:08 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
WAKE UP BOY WAKE UP!
I need Coffeeee... Ughh! In the office now. Only slept about 3 hours. Feel like I'm going to die so I figured I might as well blog to try to stay awake. Damn, how many more hours to go... So dead! >.<
Honestly, I don't feel like blogging cause my head is messed up and I can barely structure sentences at the moment. Furthermore, I duno what to say for all the things I feel right now!! So yeah.
To my friends who didn't make the cut to 2nd year. Gawd, I didn't think I'd feel so sad. I really am! Those who've left the program and those who failed paper(s). All the best in whatever you guys do! Might never see some of you again esp those living abroad like Sushan. Wish u guys could appeal and stay on with us in 2nd year! =( Next year is gona so weird.
Those leaving for UK. I honestly duno what to say.
My friends who've I've not met in ages.. I LAGI duno what to say.
To Naveen Anthony Gomez. Hang in there, Oh, btw I called my frens from NBA to watch u 2mrw!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
9:02 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Dearest Stephaine Tee
Here's the first thing I'm supposed to do for Steph before she leaves. I figured I should dedicate a whole post to her. I'm quite clueless as to what write but hey! I'll do my best =P Here goes.
Steph, I'd say is a pretty misunderstood creature. Alot would get the first impression or even a lasting one that she is intimidating and bitchy. Guess what? Good news she isn't. But bad news, she CAN be. Funny thing is I never thought that she was intimidating lerh! Wats up wid u guys out there la?? haha must be pussies. Unless she thought I was a nice person and she didn't wanna intimidate me OR she tried to but I wasn't intimidated! xP hahaha.. Truth be told, she's has a really kind heart and she's sympathetic and all. She'll probably put 100% trust in a person and just minus from there. A good friend to have! and she's lots of fun too... Go ask her friends and they'll tell you. From the very first day we actually talked I knew she was a good girl at heart, was it at Mee Yoke before class? haha yeah I think so.
She's also an attractive girl. Cheh cheh hahaha! This is what I've been observing la. She has a frequent stalker who'll wait inside his Honda Accord everytime before college. Once, a white mat salleh in a Waja stopped, wind down his window and said she's pretty. This weirdo from Sunway called Brian or smth msged her on Friendster and tried to get her number or smth. Guys in her residential park stopped her and approached her. My fren yesterday told me she is hot. She has alot of guys going after her!! When she walks, I see alota guys staring at her! and I see alota old mat salleh men staring and checkin her out! Goodness.. She must be HAWT! but I honestly didn't notice it lerh. She is forever complaining that she is Fat.. AHAAHAha.. No no, Steph, I think I finally agree with Nic. LOL. I've heard everything from cute to pretty and to hot. Which one do u use to define her now?? Nah, honestly it doesn't matter to me! Fact is she's a great person and there is more to that of her appearance.. I swear! There, isn't she pretty? I think so =) and NO u're NOT fat.. Take care in UK k? Later some hamsap fellas try to hamsap u I can't do anything wan arh, I'm all the way in Msia! (btw, she's the one on the left)
Furtheremore, she keeps a smile on my face. Thanks for the frame and your sweetness.. and Sorry for all the times we quarrelled =( But, I think its constructive that we quarrelled and later compromised. Guess I'm saying that its after all good that we quarrel and shit! I mean then we'll get to know what ticks one another off right? =) Looking forward to more quarrelling with you Steph! HAHA just kidding xD
Honestly, I don't think I should write too much about Steph cause probably some hamsap buggers out there might use the info and lord knows what they'll do. LoL..
All in all, Steph has changed my life in more than one way. She has changed my mindset eventhough I hardly believe she even noticed. Say for eg: Being open to more types of girls and not looking for a stereotype AND lots lots more! I'll always be on the look out for her and be there for this dumb girl. I know you hardly believe larh but you see larh! Soon you'll believe I don't talk trash all the time haaha. If any matsalleh, stupid BLACKmen, hamsap honda accord stalkers and Brians from Sunway touch her, I'll break their neck! I'm gonna miss you so MUCH STEPH! Have Fun there and take care orite? Don't worry, I won't forget you wan larh! xP
One down, two more to go! haha.. Steph, if you don't like this.. It's perfectly refundable but only one day after posting.
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
3:29 PM
the big 'IF'
Ok, I'm gonna start off by saying.. I'm damn emo now. Ok, very emo to be precise.. One of the reasons would be cuz my fren.. wait, very good good fren/brother from another mother told me his heartbreakin story. Yeah, you'll have to know him that well to feel it. I was so moved and I wished I had my usual words to say to help him. Macha, I feel you!
And yeah, I have my other reasons for being emo. (reserved)
Now, extra worried. Nadia was deemed to not hav sat and I bet my absences were more than hers. N yeah, cow got 48 for Contract( sorry Cow for puttin ur name up ).. tht means I'm screwd!! God, pls... There is so much I want to do.
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
1:17 AM
Monday, September 18, 2006
Fuck the Reading Admin!!
I woke up today and the plan was to go with Steph, Cow and probably even HY to collect the results at 11. Honestly, I couldn't sleep for shyt. Kept getting up and forcing myself back to sleep and the last straw was at 9am. I fucked the 'plan' and got up, changed and left w/o breakfast and guess what.. On my way, Varun calls me up and tells me that the fuckin thing won't be released today eventho they already have it with them. WHY? Because Reading Uni have NOT posted it online and we'll hav to wait for them to do so.. which is tomorrow, at midnite! Shit, I can't even log in which I think means I'll have to go to the office again on Wednesday. Probably just give them a call. Fuck! Lemme get it over with.. =( Hate those stupid Reading idiots, Go Die!! DIee! lol.. Cheers all~ All the best too
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
7:58 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Hollow Inside
So... I have been dwelling in my mind. Looking through stuff from the A-Z list in my brain. Plenty to think about. Things to consider and evaluate. My future to determine. So many things to mafuckin' think of and SO MUCH time to think about them. But not really the case now, results should be out soon.
With all honesty, I know the outcome already. So when you're anticipating something to happen, it takes the kick out of it. Which means I don't really feel tensed or nervous and what not.
But I don't want to fail. I don't want to leave. I don't wanna leave things behind. I don't wanna fuckin move on, to something else. Fark this!
One of the things that I've been putting alot of thought into brought me to think of the results. So I decided to check the Reading mail. There I found a mail which said tht our results for our Part 1 was out. 'Fuck' I thought. So I proceeded to retrieve my results. Guess what? I screwed up the password lol. But then I went back to check the date of the e-mail and found out tht it was sent on the 28th of June. HECK! thts for the First Cohort... So I had to prolong my agony, waiting for the worst.
When the results do come out, and my worst fears are confirmed. I'll have alot to do, alot to say. Fuck lerh! Sohai thing.. I don't know what to think right now. Feel like a shit crap mafucker thinkin' bout all these fucktard shit. Fuck our ability to think, evaluate and act. Causing me problems now. Peace out. Til then...
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:28 PM
ILHBSDK
Everything seems like it's coming to a closure
and what I hoped for seems lost
Impossibilty measured by eons
That doesn't mean I'm going to give any less
"When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies"
"I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along"
I'll be there no matter what.
...plagiarised :P
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
12:30 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
...
Fuckin stressed and extremely annoyed right now.
Dad just gave me my first REAL task. All this while he wrote the draft for documents out for me and I just typed them. But today, he gave me some invoices and letters and shit and told me to draft a document on my own. FUCK! I just stoned infront of him with that 'Are u kiddin me' look. So I think it took me an hour to draft like a 3 page thing cuz the rest of it is already fixed except that u hav to change the particulars of the parties involved. Goodness! I had to ask run into my dad's office and ask him thousands of questions. Just fuckin finished it and dad said its alright and told me to print the entire draft. Which is going on right now. I just finished printing the thing and I'm going to give it to my dad for another damn round of check n re-checkin n re-checkin until he is satisfied wid the draft to print a final copy.
Furthermore, my mood isn't helped with some stupid incident which thoroughly left me annoyed.. wtf, all I friggin said was 'potong steam' and 'if you're busy then I wont disturb ya'. N wat do I get?Mind u this is not the first time n it went smth like "If you are pissed then don't talk to me". Wtf was that?? You know what? Fine. If you wanna be like that, I can't do much anyway. I honestly dont see where the hell I went wrong. 20 days or not, if this happens again, would it still matter? Have fun at your party tonight.
My only consolation to all these bullshit is the hope tht my friend manages to arrange the intended drinking session tonite. I need some mental remedy from all this fucktard rubbish.
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
10:54 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Fuckin Ughh
I am fuckin exhausted....
I am fuckin stressed....
I am fuckin bored every once in awhile....
I am in fuckin pain.... =(
I am mafuckin afterall....
only Andrew, a Fuckin Human Being.
-=Fuck U very Much=-
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
6:27 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I'm a career man
See, day one.. work, day two also work.. HMM day three? work!! Next thing I know I'll be married and have kids! ahhaha.. Okey, maybe not so in the near future. I've been workin' in my dad's office for the past three days now, nothing much just that 'someone' requested/told/duressed me into posting another err post.
Okey,
Day 1. I wore ALL black. Kinda 'sui' la right? But who cares? Combed my fucked hair like a retard only.. hahaha! So my agenda on the first day was to do some research for my dad. It was a case on unlawful dismissal and it was hell of a fun doing research(with dad's guidance though). Stupid thing was my dad already knew about the principles of law but he just wanted me to sharpen my research skills. Research was initially fuckin scary la. Cuz having to go through a library of books is fucked but dad narrowed down the research for me- 1997 onwards. So I had to look at books from then onwards lorh. There was this principle laid down in 1997 and I had to check the law reports to see if the principle still stands as of today. MAN it was fun, I had to read the 'statement of case' sent by the Plaintiff's solicitors. Oh, statement of case is much like statement of claim but just that its termed differently in an industrial court. So it was damn fuckin fun finding principles to counter and then later draft as the 'statement of reply'. Honestly, dad knew everything that I had found so I didn't do much, kinda syok sendiri la. BUT I did find one principle which my dad didn't consider. Some case la and he said 'Very Good' and tht just made my day la. FUYOH! haha.. After that I went for some meetings with some clients of my dad's. Laffed at some funny people eg: A guy trying to 'kao' a girl in the lift(couldn't help laffing) and this guy who came over to the office and doesn't stop flinching and shit. Chinamen contractors are dumb la!! Some don't hav contracts, some don't keep track of their business, no invoices and receipts and what not. HAHAHA!
Here are some pix from Day 1 at work.
Note: Don't laff at my pix arh! I will chop ur head off! Day 2. Urm, I went to the Petaling Land Office.. Saw how wills are carried out. U know, lawyers earn dirty money. They get the work, they don't do anything except read what happened and what not, their clerks draft the relevant documents and the lawyer goes to the place where the thing is done and they get money in the bank(Non-case matter just some legal procedural work for clients). It's stupid that clients pay so much for the service of a lawyer but then again, I won't complain hahahahaha... Then after that, went for a zillion and one meetings. Oh, there was this case(dad told me not to reveal names) where the bank wanted to sell shares to these ppl and they were given a specified time to purchase them. Keep in mind these assholes were buying a few 100 million worth of shares k. They bought the shares after the time lapse or smth like that and sold it to this other person. U know what, this case is super complicated and I wouldn't wana elaborate cuz the guy who bought the shares after that also is a crook and shit. FUck it LArh! Damn long story and winding and twisting la. So this mafuckin case has been going on for like 6-7 years and my dad's client came into the scene like 4 yrs ago. My dad's client is intervening into the case btwn the two parties. Man, its harder to explain than I thought. LOL. Yeah, it was a long day with ALOT of meetings.
Pix from Day 2. Most of this pix were taken after I got home from work except for the one with the suit.
The suit was cause I was going to the Land Office to sort out things 4 some clients
Day 3. Lemme see, what did I do today? Oh man, today was a bloody tiring and hectic and mafuckin busy day. Someone was on the other hand making new frens with hot guys with British accents hahahahahahahahaa.. and yeah, I'm pretty damn sure when he asked you that question he was inquiring availability ade. HAHAHA. So I went for this meeting about this dispute la. So here's what I gathered from reading the documents prior to the meeting. A developer was given work from the State and the developers hired Contractors A to do the work. Contractors B were sub-contractors and these contractors were hired with permission from the Land Office. Then Contractors A couldn't finish the work and Contractors B were owed money by them. Contractors B who my dad was acting for took action to wind up the company. Here, winding up a co is like pronouncing a company dead la. So the Contractors A had to pay the sum owing to Contractors B in 21 days(all pre-fixed one) or they will be insolvent and then wound up by the courts. Trick is, the parties taking action to wind up a company do not actually want to wind up the company but they actually want the company to pay them. By paying them they show that they're company have money and are solvent, thus they do not need to be wound up. So... mafuckin long story like hell.. U ask me larh! HAHAHA.. Explain oso damn fuckin long ade. The meeting was fuckin fiery like hell with ppl shouting and fuck. It was awesome! LOL.. Had a few other meetings and drafted a few million documents. DAMN!! Someone on the other hand went for a party and then for dinner in KLCC. Did not reply some of my msgs but I can understand why la.. HOT guys arh? HAHAHAHA excusable excusable.. =P
Here is one pic i took courtesy of the blog la. Wait, its two pix I think?
Oh, I' gettin sleepy. Someone better call me before I fall asleep! xP Nitezzz yall. Going to court to file a few things tomorrow.. OMFg dead tired man. No wonder pandas are on the brink of extinction la! Didnt I tell you? Pandas are growin smaller in number cause they die of exhaustion. Shittsss am I fuckin next?? ok, tht was just so fuckin lame I feel like hittin myself wid a hammer. HAHAHA NITEEEEEEEEEEEEE
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
9:36 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
Uni of Reading hopefuls
Ok. This is my second time retypin this... Blogger sux!!
So it's been a rather dull year I'd say( I admit but not entirely because the people are boring la ).. Nothing much happened, I believe, cuz of the small groupie of students in my class.. Furthermore, I know so few people outside of this class HAha! It's so different from skewl in terms of making friendsss.. I shud hav signed up for some societies and shit! Anywhoz, Finals is over and we're all liberated but the downside is we only have 2 weeks to put to good use. Yeah, I meant 2 weeks before our results. So come our results, some of us will not be seeing each other for a year or forever(worst case scenario which I wud not wanna elaborate on). Make exceptions to people like Em who've quit the programme in search of something else? haha.. Yeah, so I had plenty of time to reflect and think.. so I've been thinking alot! What else you wanna noe bitch!?!! haha jkjk. Just thought of puttin up pix to remind us of the year we spent together! Cheers to all of You. I'm missin' ur Asses and err.. Nipple pinching and flickin already!! HAHAHA..
I noticed that they're quite alota pix of Cow... It's not tht I hav a thing for Cow, I got most of the pix from Nic.. so If anythin I'm pointing it at Nic haha.. They're alota pix out there tht I dunt hav and I'd lurve to post em' up! So pass them to me and I'll post them! Cheers!!
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
3:31 PM