About
< Name: Andrew Ewe
Nick: Andoru::Undervelu::Drew
About ME: music :: football :: arsenal :: cars :: girls :: hanging out :: foos & pool :: hates books :: slacker
food: fastfood,msian food
drink: BEER
colour: black, white
MSN: nice_underpants@hotmail.com
D.O.B: 7th July 1987
land im wakin up to everyday: Malaysia
occupation student/bummer
skewl/college/uni: sktd :: smkdp :: taylors :: reading uni
Friday, July 14, 2006
puddle of shit
Life. Synonymous to the word Mystery. Honestly, who can tell for sure what life is? What purpose do we serve here, living our days like a routine. We should all stop sometimes, and think. What are we living for? NooOOo, I'm not talking bout family, career, kids etc etc. I mean like spiritually and shit. WTF are we here for? N those asses who are about to say 'To fuck a chic so we can repopulate the earth!', I'd like to giff you all a nice hard kick in the stomach, Jet Li style! haha.. Well thts only part of our lives. But its not what I'm trying to get at.
Which brings me to my point. Life is a puddle of shit! Well, maybe not everytime. But it certainly is a puddle of shit for most of the time.. I was once told, 'Happiness is potential suffering'. How so? It's god damn fuckin bitch ass dick head crack hole obvious.. Just think alil more. Everything that makes u happy, can eventually make u sad. Love, will ultimately end with sadness? No? Still don't agree? Just think hard and you'll see what I mean.
Next point. Everything is impermanent. YEAH! It is. Promise your lover to love him/her till the end of time.. Tht has to be some bullshit. Although I'm not against lovers saying that. But its really not possible.. NO WAY... Okiez, why are all my egs love? Err... Take for eg material objects. Same thing. It goes away after awhile, they become old, rusty and unwanted eventually. Love is impermenant? I might have my arguments on that. Not couple love though, some higher form of love. Very powerful, strong divine love... then maybe it could be permanent? Then again, who am I to say larh rite.
This fuckin world just needs to pause sometimes.. and ponder this question. Its mind boggling, and you can never get one CORRECT answer. We all jus have to come up with our own answers. Answers that keep us at peace so we can go on with this so called Life.
[Dear Diary, I FCked Up Bad ToDay..]
11:17 PM
